My feelings towards August...

Aiyo~ sound so sad. Haha~ Don't worry people, just wanna share with you all about my feelings since my birthday is coming.

Hmmm... All these years, I've been celebrated my birthday with my family and friends. Haha, even though I wanted and dreamed that they would prepare a suprise or prank for me, that would be so memorable and special. And, I am still, didn't what I always dream. Blek~ But somehow, after I met with Hubby, things REALLY changed a lot... From inside and outside me, and things that surround me, randamly change...

Be with him, I feel like he's like my best best best bf ever. It's not that I want to bias at him or what, but I really rather spend my time with him and do things with him, like watch movies, chit-chat about cars and handphones... Haha~ even though he is older than me, but it's different when you had someone who is more matured than you and always there to 'nag'/teach you. I'm lucky, really.

Beginning of year 2008, I couldn't remember clearly how I crush on him, but I confessed to him. Without any answers of rejecting or accepting, we were good classmates and friends. Now we get to together for 1 year already, time really flies. Within this year, I've been crying a lot, 'coz of friends' issues which ARE SO SO SO annoying and irritating... And we argued also, well, really was small matters... But, within 24 hours, we were settled and problem solved. Fast right? ^^
PS: while we're in 'cold war', it's not fast at all... =.=

The next month, it's really a special month for me, for us. Even though we see each other almost everyday, but the kind of anticipation and excitement to wait for this month to arrive, it's different for me, honestly. My wish, for previous years, were quite same. But this year, my wish is different. I would say is simple, but quite hard to reach. Is it what astrology said about Leo that, high requirement? Well, I don't really believe and not so superstitious, but I'm Leo-ist. And, I hope that Hubby could help me to achieve my wish: my suprise birthday celebration! Haha, guys, you know, I really imagine that, 1 of my birthday, any suprises or any pranks that put on me, I would never forget it.