Habbie Birthday to YILEE + My Driving test

My gosh! 'Cuz I was online just about 8.56pm, then left 4 minutes to wish Yilee... (hope she's online too)

YILEE~~~ Happy 19th Birthday~~~ Muack muack~~ ^^ love you so much~ not really as much as my Hubby (Bluek~ =P I'm sorry) Wish you all the best in everything, Everything, EVERYTHING~ ^^ Studies, relationships, environment in Clayton... Gosh~ Miss You So Much~ T.T

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Kk people, my driving test that took today~ ^^

I

PASS!!! ^^

Er... But, I must said, I kinda had cheated a bit while on the slope... Lol. 'Cuz my front tyres were not exactly INSIDE the yellow box but was just only the half tyres were in... XP The examiner who SAT at the pondok there (don't know whether actually he realised or not... =.=) But in the end, I passed~ ^^ -Slope was DONE-
Then, came to parking... Actually there was an instructor told us before we parked, we came out of the car and gave the form to the examiner... Apparently, I didn't hear that part clearly... =.= So, when I almost wanted to reverse my car to park, the examiner was like "Ooi~!" O.O Ok ok, not to panic... went down from the car and gave the form to him, and kinda apologized la... ^^ (Good manner leh~ ^^) Then, did parking and 3-point turn, passed~ -DONE with parking and turning-
And then, since there were so MANY people took the exam today, I approximated... I think there were more than 200 people~ O.O (Sweat... =.=") I waited there from 11.30am (done with the section B), and waited until 3.10pm~~~~~ Only was my turn to take the on the road test. I came back quite early though, was about 3.25pm. Not bad right... ^^ 'Cuz the examiner keep asking to 'tekan minyak' O.o Anyway, I passed~ with 18/20 (Yeah~)

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Oh yeah~ Guess who I met today (it's for SiawWei if you were reading)... I met ZiYin~~~ ^^ Well, at first Uncle went to fetch her and we sat at the back, but I really DIDN'T recognise her~ And then when reached the driving centre, the day was almost bright, we took turns to practise a while. Then in the car, she suddenly asked me:
ZY: Do you know who am I...?
YW: O.O er... no... (I thought was she a junior from SBU...)
ZY: We took the same tuition for Chinese, and you are SiawWei's friend right...?
YW: Yeah... OH YEA~~~ You are the girl who car pool with SiawWei de~ ^^ But I forgot your name already... =.=
ZY: Zi Yin~ ^^
YW: YES YES!!! Zi Yin~~~ Remember that your name got "Zi" de~ ^^
(goes on with the conversation...)
Well, she changed a lot~~ Of cuz I couldn't recognise her~ ^^ She has shoulder-length hair, without glasses, and her skin kinda duller... That time when she had tuition with me, she was short-haired, wore glasses, and fairer~ Anyway, I was happy that I met someone I knew~ ^^

With all the blessings, I have passed this test. And I wanna say THANK YOU to all whom I know that blessed me till the end~ ^^ (sound so Christianish.... O.o) Lol.

Congratulations to Elyne, Little Mushroom~ ^^

Thank U~

This post, it's specially post for one of my best guy friend, and I wanna say

THANK YOU~

for everything... ^^

I'm lucky to have you as my best friend~

Happy Birthday to my Mommy~ ^^

Oops~ actually it supposed to be 28th Mac~ ^^ I post it up late, sorry sorry~

Well, how do I begin... I should say, what a dat it was today~ ^^

Morning, woke up early at 7.45am and then followed to go to market. Had breakfast, and then helped to carry A LOT of stuffs! My Gosh! so heavy... You guys wanna know what those stuffs, they are: fish noodles, fish balls, seafood toufu, vegetables... Those you can find for your steamboat meal. O.O There were like 2 packets for each of them... and then, me and my dad carried those from market and walked to my music school centre. Phew~ Thank God the music school isn't far from the market... Daddy got a bit cramp for his hands claimed that carried too heavy stuffs... But trust me, they were HEAVY~ >.<

Kk, the whole afternoon, my aunts, my maid, my grandma and my mom were in the kitchen preparing the food. Weird right... Mommy was helping also even though she was the Birthday Woman~ ^^ (She's... matured already, so changed to Woman) Then, what did I do... Bluek~ I took a nap, watched tv, and eat~ ^^ OH NO~~~ I know I know~ Found me guilty right... Anyway, I helped them after watching tv. Haha~ I helped to cut the agar-agar and arranged them nicely in a plate. Kk, funny part reached. I cut the agar-agar which was cooked in a round tray. Then... Ok ok, you guys imagined how I cut now. I cut them in cubes lah... K, then when I took them out from the tray and placed them nicely on a plate, my mom saw and was so shocked. She asked me,

Mom: "Why you cut so big for what?!"

Me: "Big agar-agar makes the guests full and they can eat more mah... =P"

Mom: "Aiyo~ You better don't cut lah... I cut I cut~ You ah... So clumsy, know how to eat better than do."

Me: "Bluek~ -Grinned-" (Flash out from the kitchen)

Haha~ Then, it's STEAMBOAT time~ ^^ All of us... CHI XIN already~ @.@ Dump the fish balls and what other balls (I mean food) into the hot soup, then keep aiming those delicious -balls (I mean food). And guess what, grandma's friends from playing Qing Gong came for steamboat too. They came to my house also can visit the new renovated house~ ^^ Sigh... seemed like so many people came to eat, but left a lot of dishes. Mom asked me Where were my friends. @.@ -Fainted- 'cuz they were back to their hometown already.

Then, guess what time we blew the cake... at about 11pm like that~ ^^ Haha~ 'cuz everybody was full and they went home after the meal and little chit-chat here.


Lighted candles, it's Tiramisu~ ^^


Happy Birthday Mommy~ ^^

We sang birthday song for her quite loud though it's already 11pm. Mom felt so pai seh... Haha~ anyway, I wish her Healthy Always, and Pretty Always~ (not young.. PLEASE~ 'cuz right, most people can't differentiate from me and my Mom since both of us have the same hair style and same... body figure... -ahem- =.= )

Mischievous Me ^^

Hi hi people~ ^^ Well, today nothing to post up, but took a lot of pictures... 'Cuz I should let you guys how I look now~ the latest me~ ^^ I know, still Adorable Me~ ^^


stare at u~ ^^


bluek~ act cute~ /^^


Rabbit~~~


say PEACE with us~ (me & pinkie mushroom)


Kiss me~ Muacks~

Driving on the road PART2

HELO ppl~ ^^ Nice to post up about my driving... 'Cuz, you guys would never imagine that, HOW CLUMSY I WAS~ So, would you guys want me to give you a ride...? Lol. My god! Just kidding la... =.=

Kk, here's what happened. Today, woke up so early, 7.30am, then waited for Uncle to come. Guess what time he came........... almost 9am! Thank goodness I gave him a call, and then he said he woke up late.. (great~ -.- ) Then, nevermind. He came, and I drove. OH YEAH! Forgot to mention, the whole morning when I was waiting for Uncle, I was WORRIED! O.O 'Cuz I was so afraid that I couldn't drive smooth on the road since I have not much practise. Yesterday night smsed Hubby and keep telling him that I was so worried la bla bla bla. >.< Well, guess what, today driving on the road, it's smoother than last few days. ^^

Then reached the centre. Uncle kinda mentioned to me about how the exam will go, what take the form la, give to the instructor la, then put up my hand AND he said better don't. o_o Alright, I had practised driving on the road, then back to the centre and practised parking and 3-point turn and up the hill. Almost perfect everything, but... THE WEATHER WAS SO HOT!!! @.@ I got another sun burnt... Sigh... especially my right hand, 3 tones! 'Cuz I got once already while driving... What a nice colour skin... NOT! >.<

Anyway, I must said that, I thought weekdays should be less people practise but who knew, today the centre was almost full of Kancils... where need to queue up for every practice. @.@ Seriously gonna faint... Plus the weather was killing me... @.@ I was sweaty~~~

Kk, really beh tahan, then we drove back. Haha, nothing much to say first 'cuz it was quite smooth... When reached Cheras where gonna reach my taman, then there was a small road gonna turn left... What I did, I slowed down the car and turn, but I turned too much AND then Uncle said the front car almost knocked the side path and the tyre might as well get 'exploded' (which actually he meant was the tyre would get scratched la... Uncle so.. exaggerated~ Lol) Well, I was lucky. Phew~ ^^

People! My driving exam is 31st Mac, Tues, and also Yilee's birthday~~~ ^^

Hey cousin~ I pass my driving exam and this is a present for you~ ok~? ^^ So, next time when you come back for vacation, I drive you OUT of KL~ ^^ DEAL!

Wish me luck~ ^^ Cross finger~

THICK FACE!!!

GOSH!!!! PPL!!! @.@ Wanna faint... Why? 'Cuz I just met a guy who is so so so so thick face oh~~~ O.O Here's the story goes:

This guy started to send message to my facebook... Ok, I replied him whenever he sent me messages. Then, he asked my MSN contact, OK, I gave him as well. Then, we started to chat through MSN. Actually, I already knew this guy kinda wanna woo me... 'Cuz from the way he replied and how he chat with me through MSN. (Girls' senses are 99.99% accurate ^^ )

Ok. I was so honest with him and told him that I got bf already la...... Then, of course, he was kinda disappointed. So, I said let's be friends. But he was misunderstood at first 'cuz he said we could be BEST friends. O_O Hold on big guy! Then I told him that is normal friends, not best friends... yet.... =.= Kk, finally he got it.

All right. I thought he got it. NOT. As normal friends, he was TOO overcare about me... like keep sms me or msn me... Well, I still can handle 'cuz he didn't call me THAT he wanted to call me SO MUCH~ O.O GOSH! I was like, "Why this guy like... keep possessing me..."

I thought when there are guys wanna woo me, it's a very honoured thing ever~ ^^

But, for this case... totally freaks me out~ >.<

Complicated, like a maze?

Life, is it that complicated?

Tell me guys...

Why can't we just live a normal and easy life~ live happily ever after~ like those fairy tales...

I wonder why sometimes people are just contradiction...

I did sometimes, but I do what I have chosen...

Why there are some people, they told you what they should/should not do, but in the end it was reversed...

Was it so hard to make decision?

Once u had, just go for it~ But why wanna make yourself contradicted?

'Cuz, you are hurting me... I felt like I lost protection from you...

Just make your own decision and get out of your maze~

Please...

I need you back~

Hope you could hear me now...

Our date

My happiest thing is that can go out with Hubby~ 'cuz all I want is just wanna spend more time with him no matter what...
We had gone for our dinner, well, it's not any celebration or what, but it was just a simple dinner that we supposed to have during Valentine's Day which didn't make it in the end. So, this time was considered a 'replacement'. ^^
Anyway, going out with Hubby, I feel so exicted and kinda hyper a little. Bluek~ =P 'Cuz it's just... so me being with him...

We went to Pavilion. Sigh~ Told you guys, I always got 'hypotized' by Pavilion 'cuz I was can't myself to go for SHOPPING~ ^^ Haha~ Well, when we reached Pavilion, actually we didn't really plan what we should do next, so he suggested that to have a movie. Went to the top floor, and thought we could watch "Race to the Witch Mountain" (which this movie he wanted to watch so much WITH his so-called-friends) But when was our turn to ask for tickets, we looked at the seats which offered, just left the FRONT seats! One row of them! O.O All the back seats are fulled. My god! Sigh~ Nevermind. We went to Coffee Bean to have some drinks, 'cuz Hubby didn't feel well and he got headache while he was driving.

Ok. Sat there and we chatted. Lots of things can chat with Hubby, but most of the time I'm the one who express more. And I grabbed his hp to take pictures!

Hubby's 38 face~ big small eyes~

Me. I like this pose a lot~ ^^

Kk. My 38 face~ ^^

Ok then. After drinks, SHOPPING time! Bought some stuffs for myself, and, he really has no idea what to buy for girl for presents. ^^ Hehe~ thank God I was there to help. Bought accessories for my sis's present (for belated birthday present), Windy's present (also for her belated birthday present), and a set of earings and necklace which Hubby chose for me~

the earings.

the necklace.

Well, the time passes fast. We almost walked till 7pm, then we went for our dinner. We drove off from Pavilion and then went to this restaurant called "The Ship". It's a steakhouse basically. When we went in, at first I like the atmosphere, then only the environment. I felt like I've been to this kind of restaurant and I told him that the atmosphere was same as Victoria's Station where that one was a train station. ^^ Had a table for two, then ordered our meal. Hubby just couldn't resist with Fish and Chip, and I flipped through every page, well, fish is considered the less oily one, and I had ordered Grilled Fish Fillet for myself. Great. The atmosphere was quite nice in this restaurant. Unfortunately, Hubby got headache and well, I knew he had tried his best not to show his sorrow face.


Iced lemmon tea (for me) and Apple juice (for him)


top: Fish n Chip (for him) bottom: Grilled Fish Fillet (for me)


Hubby's 38 face again~ ^^



Me. ^^

FEELINGS towards my date:
Tell the truth, I was not that happy, 'cuz I thought our date supposed to spend our time together. Then, his so-called-friends were CAR POOLING with us! It's so ridiculous! I mean, it's our date right, why were those totally 3rd party people joined us! If they wanna go out, why can't they take their own transport?! And they just totally used our date as a transportation. Why you just can't feel it? I really don't wanna think of it like this, but their attitude as your so-called-friends really is TOO OVER! No matter how am I wanna say this to you, you will think that I'm so narrow-minded or whatever it is. Well, I don't care what you wanna do with your so-called-friends, but I hope you can think more of me, care more about me... Don't neglect my every feeling...

A lesson from one person whom I know

I was so sad... Hubby is busying with assignments... I supposed to be busy as well... but I just couldn't stop thinking about it...

I looked for this friend, a very nice friend whom I knew last year. She told me something: (interpreted the meaning + my opinion)

Being yourself isn't wrong. Just being who you are. If there's a mistake, change it and improve it to become a better person. Other people just like to say or think themselves, and let them be, 'cuz they got own thoughts and words which they like to do whatever they like. Just don't think of it too serios, may be take it a reference or a lesson. It's like a plot happened in every story where every chapter has their own stories. Learn from it, then you'll be better. If there is nothing wrong in you, don't defend yourself too much, 'cuz it might get hurt or worse. Think positively, don't bother whatever bad things or bad words that hurt you, 'cuz one day, you wanna thank them. Fall with an open heart, 'cuz one day life will be better.

Last sentence I told her:
"I cried today, but tomorrow I have to be tougher!"

And hope that every moment along my journey, my Hubby is there to support me.

Acceptance...

Tell me guys, honestly, am I so hard to be accepted...?

After those incidents happened at the past, I have changed... or should I say, improved... slightly improvement...

But why everyone seems like, hate me, reject me, gossip about me, backstab me...

I told myself, not to border... just not to border for 1 sec... 1 min... 1 hour...

"FAKE"... just totally out of control...

I thought I am being myself, as myself, but with another me...

Was it so hard to see? to perceive? to observe?

Those who have known me... They backstabbed me... What should I react?

Close friends in college, gossipped about me... What should I react?

Almost everyone in class hate me right now... What did I do wrong?

I was lost...

Can someone help me?

I'm... losing myself...

Some told me, we have to be honest in ourselves, be truly of ourselves...

Some told me, we should be awared of anything which around us... no matter what...

Some told me, behave ourselves... no matter what...

I almost have done all my best... There are still think I'm worse...

I don't know who I am anymore...

The one who was 38, the one who love to laugh,

I think she's fading away...

Soon

DEADLINES! ASSIGNMENTS! dead...

MY GOSH! Deadline for the stupid leaflet is tomorrow... =.= Well, I'm sure that almost everyone in my class are rushing like a mad cow now... o_o By the way people, I'm done with the leaflet! Muahaha~ If not, how could I be so free BLOGGING right now... ^^

Right then. Today was also an ordinary-day-with-nothing-special-happened DAY as always... Except for Marketing, I like the lecturer very much, Mr Jin. He is Aries, remind me of YiLee... I had a conversation with Mr Jin before. He is such a nice person, as he is like, he knows everything; he knows what happen without anyone telling him... (kinda creepy right if I described him like that... ^^) Anyway, he's a great lecturer and he's funny too~ ^^ Sigh~ He gave us last assignment which is the LAST project that contains with LOTS of mark... O.O So, we need to divide ourselves in 4 groups. Huhmmm... I thought I can join my Hubby's group 'cuz some reasons that I have lah... But, his group was full already... -.- Well, nevermind. I have my best girl friends can group with me. ^^ WHOA~ It was quite a long time I have seldom group with them ever since the last time we were doing the Culture Studies together which was LAST YEAR! O.O I'm so sorry girls... T.T Huhmmm... I think I really didn't spend more time with them... feel so guilty... Anyway, I will do my best! No matter as a group member OR girl friend! ^^

After this week, is 2 weeks HOLIDAYS! Sound happy but days are going to be so miserable... O.O PEOPLE! I'm Rushing For Deadlines! T.T dead...

driving... on the road... (Part1) about my feelings towards this new blog (Part2)

Just like another day that I drove from home to the driving centre.

Apparently, everything is quite smooth but when came to the road of Ulu Langat, I must say, it was quite... terrifying~ =.=
Reached the driving centre, uncle asked me to practise parking and drove to the slope. WHEN my eyes looked at the parking place, a lot of Kancils queued up to wait for practices. I was like... my god! Sigh... what to do... I queued up too... Then, imagined that I drove in the morning, thought that is not hot right... WRONG! the UV light!!! =.= haha~ the sunlight is hot too... but I just practised once in the driving centre, and uncle said let's go jalan-jalan~ (Sigh... something tells me I'm gonna screwed up... =.=)
First, went for Jalan 2 (the road for examined). Well, I managed to drive smoother a bit compared last week on the road. Then, there was a yellow box and I saw it already. So, I thought I should slow down and tried to stop. But then uncle asked me why I stopped while the traffic light was in green light already. Kk, moved on as I was wondering that we should stop before the yellow box... Sigh... uncle said green light already then no need to stop. Fine. Right concept but take it wrong. Nvm, continued another round on the road. Again, I met the yellow box. Right, I saw a car passed the yellow box then I followed. BUT! I stopped at the square line of the yellow box... Then uncle was so speechless and asked me, "Miss, where do you stop now?" o_o
ARGHH~ kk, relax~ don't let my grungies flooded over me. 'Cause I know I was wrong, so, I couldn't blame anyone... Sigh...
(my god~ all about driving... =.= I changed topic~)

My feelings, much better that I can write blog again~ ^^ well, it had happened something really horrible about blogging... So, I'm gonna tell this once!
I Will Express Everything Here; I Like To Write Whatever I Wanna Write, Nothing Can Stop Me; For Those Who Felt Annoyed With My Blog, Please! DON'T EVER READ! Simple~ Thank You. ^^

new blog~

Mika & me



Xiao Qing & Mika


Xiao Qing & me
(pics took after the Edu fair... Xiao Qing=my senior from Illustration, Mika=my classmate)


So, I create a NEW and mysterious blog for my own, that only some of my closest person can only view it. By the way, today is 14th of Mac, it's my new born for my blog~ ^^ Lol.

Well, today was considered the most special day. I've never so active to join school's activities, but this time, I won't let go of any chances. I volunteered to become a student helper to help out for my college in the Edu fair in Midvalley. This experiece, it's unforgetable. Honestly. 'Cause just imagine that I stood from 11am in the morning till 2.30pm for break time. And then came back at 3.20pm and continue the job. I know you guys must thought that who would want to sacrifice their time to do all these. But, for me, I think it's worth it~ ^^ I'm honoured that I can help my college to fame (well still not that famous yet). At least I wanna let others know what is Dasein (not only just other Famous colleges -ahem-) Anyway, it was a great experience that I met new friend, Kent, who is from a college which study about cars... (kk, I have no idea of what's that college). And I can know more about my college mates~ Muahahaha~ and know more who are those lecturers that I never met before... ^^ Today it was just so... haha~ actually the word I wanna described is tired. ^^

And also, I didn't go for shopping as I wanted to find those really nice evening gowns which Windy recommended to me... -sob- wanted to have a look on those dresses, so that I must GO ON with my slimming down plan!!! ^^ hehe~ well, I wanted to do it for my Hubby and also for my own good la~ bluek~ =P

OK guys~ that's all for tonight first~ 'Cause I'm quite tired to type... Lol. ^^ so, wait for my next post~