My feelings towards August...

Aiyo~ sound so sad. Haha~ Don't worry people, just wanna share with you all about my feelings since my birthday is coming.

Hmmm... All these years, I've been celebrated my birthday with my family and friends. Haha, even though I wanted and dreamed that they would prepare a suprise or prank for me, that would be so memorable and special. And, I am still, didn't what I always dream. Blek~ But somehow, after I met with Hubby, things REALLY changed a lot... From inside and outside me, and things that surround me, randamly change...

Be with him, I feel like he's like my best best best bf ever. It's not that I want to bias at him or what, but I really rather spend my time with him and do things with him, like watch movies, chit-chat about cars and handphones... Haha~ even though he is older than me, but it's different when you had someone who is more matured than you and always there to 'nag'/teach you. I'm lucky, really.

Beginning of year 2008, I couldn't remember clearly how I crush on him, but I confessed to him. Without any answers of rejecting or accepting, we were good classmates and friends. Now we get to together for 1 year already, time really flies. Within this year, I've been crying a lot, 'coz of friends' issues which ARE SO SO SO annoying and irritating... And we argued also, well, really was small matters... But, within 24 hours, we were settled and problem solved. Fast right? ^^
PS: while we're in 'cold war', it's not fast at all... =.=

The next month, it's really a special month for me, for us. Even though we see each other almost everyday, but the kind of anticipation and excitement to wait for this month to arrive, it's different for me, honestly. My wish, for previous years, were quite same. But this year, my wish is different. I would say is simple, but quite hard to reach. Is it what astrology said about Leo that, high requirement? Well, I don't really believe and not so superstitious, but I'm Leo-ist. And, I hope that Hubby could help me to achieve my wish: my suprise birthday celebration! Haha, guys, you know, I really imagine that, 1 of my birthday, any suprises or any pranks that put on me, I would never forget it.

gonna say Byebye to July, Hello AUGUST~!

YES BABY!!!

August is my month~!!!

hehe~ Why... 'Coz... My b'day is coming soon~~~

YEAH~~~

so excited!!! 'coz i got 2 celebrations: 1st anniversary with Hubby on 0801 and my b'day on the 2nd~ ^^

Damn happy. Well, this year's b'day, I think it's quite special 'coz is gonna planned by Hubby~~~ hehe~ I'm just gonna enjoy and shake shake leg~ ^^ Blek~ Then, anniversary, ARGH!!!! excited too. 'Coz, we've been through a lot of things with tears and laughters. Especially, I've been crying a lot... Well, I can't help me, coz Hubby keep 'teaching' me how to behave well, don't simply mad at people without reasons, don't this don't that, then it's been a year, just like that. ^^

Hehe~ I got my little present from my Mami~ ^^ It's something that quite luxury and expensive also... @@ Well, I kinda accidently know what she bought for me, coz she chose it herself WHILE we were shopping in Pavilion... =.= So erm... I'm just gonna wait to open this little present on my b'day~ ^^

saw the wrapping paper?? O.o Hehe~ it's from Swarovski jewelry...

Hehe~ So guys, that's all for now. I wanna polish my nails~~~ ^^ be pretty pretty on my anniversary and b'day~ ^^

Tata~

Sick for 2 days... @_@

Arh~~~ Chiew~~~ >.<

Sigh~ I caught myself flu, started to get headache, fever, cough and cold... @_@

Don't like to be sicked, 'coz I felt so lazy and get tired very easily after taking medicines... Then made me couldn't do any assignments WHICH I get stucked in designing my own stuffs...

And, on Tuesday, hoping Hubby would come and visit me 'coz Monday night he was kinda promised me. But ended up I was disappointed and yet quite mad about him. I mean, he could just smsed me or tell me that he was busy on his presentation which he took part in our school's convo this year. Then I wouldn't just waited him for the whole day till night... However, I think he kinda knew I was angry with him and apologized that he couldn't make it.

Well, these few days, my stomach just doesn't feel well. I think it's the medicine... 'coz I didn't had ANY fibre or any food that gives me energy, except I had 3 meals with bread... Quite suffered though, then had 100+ to put me a bit energetic. And thank God I had half bowl of rice with soup, my stomach felt much better~~~ ^^
These few days, I think I just sleep eat watch tv, then walked like hunched back old lady... =.= 'coz fever makes my bone joint kinda pain and muscle cramped... So, I spent MOST of time on my beddie... @_@ Oh yea~ I didn't mention... I had not washed my hair for 1 whole day on Tuesday~ 'coz I was too sick... I just felt better today, and I didn't go to school today...

I'm gonna miss another day tomorrow...

Socialization

Well, I don't know why I come up this title, but it makes me feel so harsh on this world now...

A lot of things happened when the new sem was started. I told myself, may be I could just forgot the pass and I could start of something new. Well, I don't think it worked. Sigh~ class issue is one of the problem, and this ain't the first time, it's still not solved till now... @.@ I guess only 1 solution to solve is: leave the school bah~ ^^ not me~

Then, I really cannot imagine that, for this sem we need to find our own clients already! I was like, "Oh my, I'm not ready yet!" and I am~ @.@
When I heard all the things we need to find clients la bla bla bla, my mind was alreary blank, I could say that. Totally. I felt so, lost. Is it just because I am not ready yet, or I keep telling myself that, I am not ready to take GD as my path. I don't know. 'Coz I really don't wanna find out. I'm, scared.



*Watched 'Ice Age 3*

Haha~ I'm proud to say, I watched twice already~ ^^ but I'm happy to watch again~ Hubby also watched "Transformer2" for 3 times~~~
Oh yea~ captured some sweet pictures with Hubby before we went out to watch movie with few close classmates aka FRIENDS.

from his Nokia N96~ ^^

from my Nokia E66~ ^^

Nevertheless, I guess I just stick with Hubby no matter what~ ^^ sound so 'sticky', but I need protection~~~ ^^
PS I Love you~

MY GOD! JULY already...

I really started to abandon my blog... T.T
Well, now school is already started~ and then, me n Hubby have to start to look for clients AS it is ONE of our assignment!! @.@ and then, class issue is repeated... =.= Sigh~ PLEASE LA! ask her to get off!!! >.<

Then, recently, bought a lot of clothes~ ^^ Haha~ and, I bought a new hp~ Nokia E66~ Hubby chose for me, really really satisfy with it~ ^^ not like the previous wan.. =.= so sensitive...

Anyway, I wanna say sorry to 38Gang~ well, I got school on Saturday with the new schedule... @.@ That is why I couldn't attend the gathering~~~ T.T so sad... honestly... Sigh~ but I hope I can another gathering on the end of year~ Perhaps~ ^^